Happy New Year. I made it through the holidays....but with a lot of tears, angst and unhappiness. Continuing to grapple with an estate belonging to my newly-widowed, befuddled mother, and step-children chomping at the bit to make all sorts of difficulties for her. Greedy, self-righteous, pentecostal, religious hypocrites.
I struggle. It never seems to get easier. One foot in front of the other. Doing the next right thing. Letting go, and grabbing on for survival from self-destruction. Meetings, classes, meditation group, therapy. When will I ever graduate?
I pray and meditate. Life shouldn't be such a struggle. And to have to admit to myself that I CHOSE this Life's path. Amen.
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