Good evening. Life has been kinda messy these last few months. Life is 10% what happens to you, and 90% how you handle it. True! I take responsibility for my actions. I am starting with a new therapist. One retired, one went to a different job. Twice in 7 months. This is not easy for me. And, I am trying to get my health insurance change-over straightened out. Many, many hoops I've jumped thru. 'Way too many people not do their job as promised. I am holding on, however. I still meditate. I create art. I help people when I can, without co-dependent motives. I guess I'm doing ok. But what about my Borderline mother? She's aging, and not outgrown it and never sought treatment or therapy. She continues with her theatrics. I am so done with this. Adult children of alcoholics remain loyal to people, long after it is even deserved by them.
I listen to and stick with the winners. I try to not let my self-esteem suffer at the dysfunctional "others". I am a good person. I chose to get well. I will not let the sick ones pull me down with them. I will keep working the Skills of Dialectical Behavioral Therapy. I will try to be fulfilled and happy. I will keep working on my unknown purpose in this life. I am giving it all my best shot.
I look to the promise of Spring-time coming. I continue to amaze myself at my resiliency.
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